Saying, "Hi!"

Not much going on around here except tons of kid stuff and recuperating.  I thought I'd pop in and say hello, but realized that I did not have anything profound or even very interesting to say, though I've missed posting.

Basically, my health has been such that spankings have been minimal.  The interesting thing about this is my attitude has been full fledged raving lunatic off and on for ten long days.  Probably best I did not choose to blog those days!  

Thyroid meds wreak havoc on my body as I have been dealing with a med change, but add some predisone for a severe ear infection and I took things to a whole new level of crazy. 

I do not enjoy creating drama and my sweet husband does not enjoy being at the receiving end of said drama.  Poor man showed more restraint and mercy than I have seen from him. What was he to do? Spank me senseless?

I'm about a hundred percent sure that crossed his mind at least a dozen times! Let's just say that thankfully I am on the mend and sporting a nicely sore bum this morning.  Funny how set to rights I am emotionally right now.  So, some may wonder why he did not spank, it was just an ear infection, right?  

Yes, well, my entire balance was off, I was hyper, I was sleeping three hours a night and in a great amount of pain that made me miserable and beyond cranky.  Thankfully, things are better and we are set to rights, but good golly, I was happy when the gentle caretaker left the building and my stern, but sweet HOH returned.  Sometimes when he shows such gentleness I decide to march all over him as I used to.  Not that I seek to do that, but I definitely do not show good character at that time.  Meds or not, it's not acceptable and truly not a pleasant situation for anyone to want to be around!  

When he does not stand up and deal with the issues at hand I tend to spiral down and make matters worse.  I think it was with much relief when I told him this morning that I was feeling well enough for a reset, and reset he did!  Bertha came out and paid her respects to my bum.  When it was all over and I was curled up next to him he kissed my forehead and the feelings of being cherished washed over me.  

I still wonder how and why this works, but today, right now, I'm just thankful it does.  I relish feelings so secure and loved.

Hope you are all well and enjoying life.

--Baker