No, I am not joking. Well, three light playful swats in the bed the other night, but that's all. I mean we are in a drought here, people. I may just about dry up and wilt away in this desert. I know we are sick with this nasty junk, but come on here. Seriously! How in the world are we going to survive? Should I go on? I really could, but you get the gist of it.
Whew! That felt good to get out my system. Meltdown was so close to happening here. I'm strung out on these steroids, and if Hoss wasn't gone most of the day working in his office, I do believe there would be spankings anew every hour of every day. I am good like that, friends. It is a refined skill at doing my best to be submissive and falling short at just about every turn. It's just so easy to get into trouble, and at times, so difficult to stay out of it. It's not always like that. I have been known to be good, but right now my insides are all twisted about and I just need something to right my mind. To get my emotions back into check.
I think I'm a spanko, but only when it comes to playful swats and such. When it comes to the heavy stuff like being spanked for sass aka attitude, well, I'm a wimp anymore. I'm begging to be let off before the spanking begins. Is anyone else like that? All too big for your britches until things take a nasty turn and your man starts throwing implements out onto the bed. All that attitude melts like butter on a piece of toast and my sass starts to melt right along with it.
It's just the whole loss of not being spanked. It is so hard when I'm used to it. I mean, this probably is not even making sense, and maybe it's the meds talking, but I need a reset something awful, people. I know it does not make sense, but it does. When I get all wound tight like this, that's what I crave. The worst part is that Hoss is the one that gives the spankings. DUH! And he really is not up to it right now. I need a hug. And a spanking. Anyone else out there with me?
--Baker
Sending big (((hugs))) Baker and positive thoughts that the icky sickies leave you all soon. It sucks when you need a spanking and reset but for various reasons it's not possible at the time. Talk to Hoss, let him know how you are feeling. You never know...
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Roz
Oh, my, Roz, he read this before I posted it. He knows and said some interesting things which I will share in my next post. Almost done with the sickies, thank goodness.
Delete--Baker
oh lord - I'm right there with you!! It's been like forever since I had a proper spanking!! It makes me feel disconnected from Sir Steve... even if we have sex and snuggles and lots of 'I love you's' I feel disconnected. :(
ReplyDeleteHe did mention the other day that he can't wait till we move - our new bedroom is HUGE - it's upstairs - a loft - and is basically as big as the entire main level. He was saying how he was looking forward to having room to swing his (huge / heavy) flogger....I said I was gonna hold him to that 'promise'.
MS, the new house sounds wonderful and exactly what you need to have some wonderful time together. The countdown for you guys are onto the big move. Wish you luck.
Delete--Baker
Yes I know exactly how you feel. I've gone so long it's not longer a desire for me. Don't let this happen to you! TELL HIM you need help, hand him this post. Then suck it up and take it. I know how much better you're going to feel!
ReplyDeletePK, Hoss reads every post before I post it. As I told Roz above that he had some very interesting things to say and I will write on those in my next post. Let's say I will hint that I have been well taken care of since the writing of this post.
Delete--Baker
This male is spanked by the wife. She had enough of attitude, behavior, and such. It was my mother-in-law who told her a spanking does wonders. There is nothing in the world worse than a male having his bottom bare, going over his wife lap and soon like a child begging for the spanking to stop and will be good. Today when a spanking is needed, no matter where, I say nothing, do as told and best not mouth off. The bath brush does all the talking, and now I must address my wife as Mommy, and not only the spanking, but sometimes told to put on my jammies no matter the time of day, go to bed early, and given a bath. Oh as for being erect, not for long, she either addresses it or I must prior to the spanking. Jack
ReplyDeleteJack,
DeleteA bath brush is what we call Bertha, and my preference is she stays put away. I feel for you when it comes to bath brush spanking, as it can leave a lasting impression, that's for certain. Thanks for stopping by and leaving a comment. Glad to have a reader speak out. Makes a writer feel good.
--Baker