We, women, are funny creatures. We tend to want what we want when we want it, say what we want to say, how we want to say it, and such like that. The thing is sometimes we want something so badly and then when it’s right there in our grasp we push it away, deeming ourselves not worthy or wanting to continue to control so not allowing ourselves to let go, or even just doubting ourselves.
When I reach out, it’s to help to comfort (not that I am much comfort being all morose and all) and find support for myself and others.
Realize you all are not alone in your busyness. This is just a season of life you are going through.
You are not alone in the longing for that connection. Your loving HOH wants it too.
Until then you are only doing your best, right here, right now. Things will slow down and you will be back into your routine with your HOH soon.
It will take time to return to the good routine, that loving connection, and feeling that release of all those voices. But when it happens it will be good again. You just have to maintain until it happens. I say this for you as much for myself. Hang in there, everyone, it will be all good, soon.
P.S. As I said above, all is good...not just good. Fantabulous!